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[Nov. 17th, 2009|04:24 pm] |
I can't help but feel nostalgic about so many things. And I need to concentrate. At the rate I'm going I'll screw up my exams. |
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[Nov. 15th, 2009|02:41 pm] |
I really think the people in my life are amazing..
Thank God for friends like Wei Lin. Despite her being in London, I must say its as good as her being in Singapore.. Despite her knitting and doing art till her nails break, she still listens to my ramblings.. Though sometimes I don't even know what I'm talking about.. Maybe I just needed someone to identify with my thoughts. Maybe I just needed someone to listen as I sort out them out..
Thank God too for Wayne, someone whom I trust, someone whom I can go to..
I think I'm having a hangover from thinking too much. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2009|12:33 am] |
"I think there are many things in life we don’t understand and every thing that we don’t—we try to rationalize. Most insecurities, fears, doubts, questions become rationalizations because it makes dealing with them easier when we think we know what’s going on." - Zhiqi
There are many things that constraints us. One thing that bothers me most of the time is our gender differences. You could go up to a girl and tell her 'I love you', give her a hug, hold her hand, do little things for her, tell her 'You're always on my mind', or even talk about her so often to others - without being misunderstood. (unless you think I'm a lesbian) If I were to do these things to a guy, it'll be a total different meaning, to the person himself and to others. He/Others, will conclude that I've a romantic inclination towards him, but in actual fact, I don't. It is still the same kind of love for both genders, both parties. Sometimes I feel impaired in expressing myself, especially towards the guys that I care about. I'm sick and tired of explaining, to a point where I don't see a need to justify myself. One thing I know for sure, I am sure of my emotions, of whom I do/do not have a romantic inclination for. And if I don't recognise the emotion, I'll let you know. In case you don't know, I am rather straightforward and honest with my emotions.
Ah, exams.
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[Nov. 12th, 2009|12:32 am] |
Do I really have to try so hard?
Long days.
I realise I really do miss you.. How you used to be.. Though you're still around.. You're.. different.. :(
Exams are coming.
Ah, E, no not you, not you. I still believe in you. Come on come on..
Do you know how much I love happy endings? Although it's so typical of Taiwan drama shows and Fairytales, I just love watching them and go 'AWWW' and smile/grin/laugh at the tv /laptop screen. (My sisters always think I'm crazy)
Hmmmm...
Time to.. sleep.
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[Nov. 7th, 2009|02:34 am] |
Well well, the day ended well (despite the horrible afternoon) with a little 'letting go of myself' towards the end. Oh yes, there was insanity involved too, singing at the top of my voice and making up my own actions along with mambo songs. I thank God for being my God, for His love, mercies.. for being my source of hope.. I thank God too, for friends.. for friends. Ah, Wei Lin! Happy Birthday! & Happy Birthday Shirley! (:
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[Nov. 4th, 2009|01:10 am] |
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Oh my goodness. Einstein, Bohr, Feynman grrrrrrrrrrr.. Einstein and his quantum weirdness.. These people are indeed.. Weird.. In every sense of the word. I don't understand Physics. And neither do I seek to comprehend it. Get this module over and done with. >:( |
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[Nov. 1st, 2009|08:22 pm] |
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What is my talent?
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[Oct. 27th, 2009|09:32 am] |
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People, especially males, have this obsession of being a 'man' of their word. You know, those things that people say to each other: 'I love you', 'I'll be there for you', 'You are important to me', or simple things like, 'I'll be there on time', 'I'll watch this movie with you' .. Although these things are pleasing to the ear and for that particular moment upon reading/hearing it it makes you feel so 'loved', they are all meaningless unless accompanied by proof; Action. I do not deny that we do need them to fall back on in times of need as our source of strength. However, upon realising that they are empty words, it will hurt us more than build us up. Most of the time, we do not realise how people consciously/subconsciously hold us accountable to our words be it spoken in a casual or formal manner.. Things said that were left forgotten, things said that hold no meaning as time goes to show.. All rubbish. Let the actions speak for themselves. |
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[Oct. 25th, 2009|02:21 pm] |
My hope is built on nothing less than Jesus' blood and righteousness.
I dare not trust the sweetest fame, but wholly lean on Jesus' Name.
On Christ the solid Rock I stand, all other ground is sinking sand.
When darkness veils His lovely face, I rest on His unchanging grace.
Through every high and stormy gale, my anchor holds within the veil.
My world falls apart and the light turns to dark.
When the clouds gather round and the storms overwhelm.
When my heart breaks in half and my strength cannot last.
When I'm lost in this land and I can't see Your plan. I'll stand.
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[Oct. 18th, 2009|11:32 pm] |
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Pardon me, but at my age I still do hate my mother's nagging. She is like a broken recorder going on and on about the same things every single day. She has to repeat herself even though there is nothing to talk about. It's really excessive, it's really noise pollution, it's really unnecessary and it's really a horrible form of communication. Well, this is one of those reasons why I never liked spending time at home. |
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